17岁 . 09/06/09

刚看完这部17 again回来,
心里有许多感触,电影里的对白,情节..
不但把mike带回了17岁,
也间接的让我回想起17那年，我到底干了什么，
我们一起建筑了属于我们的感情，默契，
只要有对方什么都变得无所谓，因为彼此知道最好的已经在面前，
起起伏伏的画面不断放映，我根本没法专心看电影，
一幕幕有你的画面不断重现，经历了许多不开心，
但那时的我从来没回想起，
自己第一次真正爱上你的那一刻是什么感觉的，
那种只要远远的望着你就已经很满足了，
更何况能够紧紧地握着你的手，但我还是放开了...
我忘记了当初最原始的爱，
只让愤怒，现实，不理智，冲昏了脑，
一次又一次的让你流泪，
我现在才领悟可能我是你这辈子，
让你流最多眼泪的人，
可是你给我的是你毫无保留的关怀与爱，
我却随手放开...
你让我感到满满的幸福，
才察觉分开以后我在也没那么幸福过了，
你留给我的是欢乐，喜悦，
曾把你捧在手心细心的呵护，到后来却亲手摧毁了。

电影里有句对白，
Mike O' Donnell: Scarlet, before you go through this, I want to remind you of September 7th, 1988. It was the first time that I saw you. You were reading Less Than Zero, and you were wearing a Guns 'n' Roses t-shirt. I'd never seen anything so perfect. I remember thinking that I had to have you or I'd die... then you whispered that you loved me at the homecoming dance, and I felt so peaceful... and safe... because I knew that no matter what happened, from that day on, nothing can ever be that bad... because I had you. And then I, uh... I grew up and I lost my way. And I blamed you for my failures. And I know that you think you have to do this today... but I don't want you to. But I guess... if I love you, I should let you move on.
[pretending to read a letter to Scarlet in divorce court]

2002年当我们都14岁时，我遇见了你，
长大后一切都仿佛变了,其实只是我们都忘了最初的感觉
你教会了我如何去爱一个人，
你也让我体会了被爱的感觉，

p/s: if I love you, I should let you move on,
thank you for your love,
I'll miss you always.

2.54am

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